So Bored!

I'm sitting all alone at my house with nothing to do. My house is clean, my laundry is finished and the girls are 3 hours away spending th weekend with their grandparents. The boyfriend is working and won't be home for about another hour and I've been sitting here for the past 3! What do I do with myself, I NEVER have alone time!

Pissed...

So at about 1:00 today the Boyfriend informed me that he was going to a friends house until I got home at 3:00. He said he'd be home to help me clean the house since our realtor is coming over tomorrow to take pictures of our house for the Internet, well, it's 6:36 and he's still not home! I don't want to sell our house if I'm going to be doing everything alone all the time!

My Memorial Day

My Memorial Day included my kiddos, my father, my brother and sister, and my Grandparents. We ate dinner together and enjoyed the wonderful weather outside! The girls played in their sandbox all day and us grown-ups sat around the grill and talked. My father fixed my car and filled up my tires, and my brother actually joined us for once in a long time! All I could've wished for was my Mother and The Boyfriend to be there with us, but that WON'T ever happen in my lifetime, what a shame!

My Mother and Grandmother have had a feud going on for about 5 years now, I believe. The thing is, is that neither of them believe they are in the wrong. The reason behind this is because they are so much alike, they both are very hard-headed independent women and that clashes between them. There are always two-sides of a story and it always takes two people to start a fight, they are both wrong in certain aspects and both are also right in other terms. I just wish that things would blow over even though I know it won't. I would love to be able to get a photograph of my Granny, my Grandmother, my Mom, Me, and my girls together for a Generation picture, I guess I should give up on that wish...

Anyways, I did end up going out the other night with Ashley, and we had a really good time! I probably drank too much, but that was the whole point of my night! I did have a freaking scary monster dude, tell Ashley that he thought I was "damn sexy" I sware he was Bigfoot in disguise! :) Ahhh! Oh, I also got a rose from a totally different guy! Guess I'm a hot mom!

Yea!

My Favorite, David Cook Won American Idol Tonight!!! He can sing and he's HOT! Yea!!


Oh, I TRIED to call my mother tonight and her drunk ass ignored me!! :)

Acting Like a 22 Year Old!?!?!

So Friday night my dad and little sister Logan came up for the weekend. That day the girls at work asked if the boyfriend and I wanted to go out and have some drinks when my dad got into town to watch the girls. I agreed to go because I never get to go out and have time to myself like that! Well, I had a GREAT time! I also learned that my drink of choice is now Cranberry Vodka or a Jolly Rancher, and my shot of choice is a Jager Bomb or a Cherry Bomb! Even though I HATE Red Bull! Sometimes I forget how it feels to be 22 years old! I feel like I should be in my thirties already! We were at home and in bed by 12:30 am but it was still a really great time! We even managed to go to the bar and NOT run into the crazy bitch! How that happened, I couldn't tell you, we ran into her "best" friends but not her! Thank goodness! I'm planning on going back home to Junction this weekend and hanging out with my best friend Ashley, here's to acting my age again for one night!

A REAL Mother

Real Mothers don't eat quiche; they don't have time to make it.
Real Mothers know that their kitchen utensils are probably in the sandbox.
Real Mothers often have sticky floors, filthy ovens and happy kids.
Real Mothers know that dried play dough doesn't come out of shag carpets.
Real Mothers don't want to know what the vacuum just sucked up.
Real Mothers sometimes ask 'Why me?' and get their answer when a little voice says, 'Because I love you best.'
Real Mothers know that a child ' s growth is not measured by height or years or grade...It is marked by the progression of Mama to Mom to Mother...


The Images of Mother

4 YEARS OF AGE - My Mommy can do anything!

8 YEARS OF AGE - My Mom knows a lot! A whole lot!

12 YEARS OF AGE - My Mother doesn't really know quite everything.

14 YEARS OF AGE - Naturally, Mother doesn't know that, either.

16 YEARS OF AGE - Mother? She's hopelessly old-fashioned.

18 YEARS OF AGE - That old woman? She's way out of date!

25 YEARS OF AGE - Well, she might know a little bit about it.

35 YEARS OF AGE - Before we decide, let's get Mom's opinion.

45 YEARS OF AGE - Wonder what Mom would have thought about it?

65 YEARS OF AGE - Wish I could talk it over with Mom.

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where
Love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, but true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is
The caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows, and the beauty of a woman with passing years only grows!

These are my girls, they are without a doubt the most important things in my life. I know that Sunday is officially Mother's Day but these two little people make me feel special every day! It's amazing how you can love someone so much. I thought I knew what "true love" was, but truthfully, I had no idea until I became a mother!

Maybe one day we'll have a little boy join the family? You think? We'd probably end up having another girl though! :)

So Long...

WOW! I haven't had a chance to sit down and do anything here lately. We've been trying to get things organized to place our house on the market this summer, but the problem is, it just won't stop snowing! On MAY 1st, we got another foot of snow! Its crazy, I know, but hey, I do live 15 minutes from Wyoming! :)

Anyways, Kaci is now 9 months old! She's crawling and trying to pull up on the couches to stand. I can't believe she's going to be one in 3 months already! Katee is going to preschool now and she really enjoys it. Time goes so fast!

The boyfriend and I are also doing great these days still. We haven't had any problems with the crazy bitch and everything is perfect! A year ago today I left him...I was 7 months pregnant with our second child, and everything was miserable. I didn't know anybody in this town, I stayed home 24/7 and the boyfriend was sneaking and lying to me and hanging out with the crazy bitch every chance he got. But before I make him sound like an asshole, he's really grown up since then, he's actually a great person. He was just confused, we have been together since he was 17 years old, had our first child when he was 19, and then, he was 21 and getting ready to have another child, buying our first house and taking care of everything on his own. I think he just wanted to be a child for a while. Its still no excuse, because women have to grow up and mature a hell of a lot faster then they do, the day we find out we're pregnant our lives have to completely change at that moment. Sometimes I wish I could be a normal 22 year old, I wish I would've went to college, played softball for another 4 years, became a teacher, etc... but I wouldn't give my girls up for any of it. Their father realized how much of an idiot he was being the day I had Miss Kaci Lynn. Seeing his girls together made him see how much he needed his family, and ever since then, he's back to his normal self. We are extremely young and have already gone through so much for our ages but I think if we work hard enough, we will make it. I love him, our girls, and our life. I definitely don't take things for granted anymore.

Well, its actually suppose to be nice today and all our snow melted yesterday, maybe I'll take the girls for a walk to the park and have a picnic, it is Sunday and daddy's working, we'll have a girls day out! I'll try to keep up with this more, but I have a lot going on in my life just keep checking in!